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but really I just collect knowledge and facts about things constantly especially unimportant ones so it’s probably inevitable that I know a creepy amount of information about Gen, as she’s been my best friend for like eight years

Things that make me happy - Clan MUD

okay, so I’ve just gotten past my latest bout of depression- it never goes away completely, not yet at least, but I can get out of bed now

so I’m making a list of things that make me happy, remind me that there is good in everyday life

The first thing on this list is Clan MUD, which is what these guys and I decided to call our friend group. It stands for Clad Multicoloured Underestimated Dragons.

I could go on and on about these people, how they have dragged me out of dark places and brought me food so I would eat and pushed me around in my wheelchair when I couldn’t walk and watched Supernatural and Les Mis with me and instead of leaving me to go hang out with someone who comes out of their bedroom, comes to hang out with me in my room. Never ever ever push my anxiety and even if they can’t understand it, completely, try their best every day with me.

They are more than friends. They are sisters.

(pictured left to right; Cabbage, Shaylyn, me, Sidney, Gen, Lisa, Theodore, Myra, Erica)

you know that post where its like, we should have a code word for anxiety, it should be tangerine?

I just organized that irl

so now all I have to say is ‘tangerine’ and my friends know I’m having a bad day

they’re all so kind and understanding about it too

I love my friends

Nessa is livestreaming herself sketching- she's REALLY good, you should go check it out

I’ve just remembered why Paige R was my best friend for years.

This is Gen. If you’ve been following me for any length of time you’ve probably heard me mention her. She is awesome at drums, and I feel like sharing her talent with ya’ll.

I appreciate that I can randomly shout Les Mis lyrics at my friends and they literally have no reaction they just accept that I am going to do things and they will not know what is happening they’re used to it they just roll with it

SOMEDAY I WILL STOP FINDING CREEPY CLOSE-UPS OF GEN ON MY VARIOUS MOBILE DEVICES

THAT DAY IS NOT TODAY